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Meticulously, I pursue artistically the success of my forever bound but fully engaged endevours. Faced with absolute choice until my own death ceases the constant flowing interactions of my brain, my nerves and my bones; it is nothing but the shadow of fear shallowly becoming the only specter to swallow my otherwise endless rivers of talent and passion entirely.
Still, though I am allowed to exist within this rather seemingly endless and spacial void, I am reminded through pain and emotion that I am mortal. Forever will I continue to seek an otherwise unreachable exit within the already existing walls of this forever puzzling labyrinth from which we so commonly refer to as "life". As if all the markings of the world were solely sought by those expecting to find some ample but convenient shred of "truth"; opening up now like lotuses in Spring. These advancements, however, before withering away are now only as fruitful as the empty cries of a mad man locked within a prison of his own collapsing mind. His hands limited by what creates. He can only write everything he believes to be the covenant of his own consciousness into the eternal walls of space and time. As if to call upon the heavens to care, bow down, or at least acknowledge his life as being something worthy of being remembered. This is all slowly but effectively and eventually the only reason for why he exists at all.
Therein, if all my efforts are to be so simply pointless, then let them be so. For, I have barely a reason to ever say any such over expounded attempts are to assume I have now somehow abused the very fabric of pursuit itself. I have done all but failed. I have done all but fallen. I have only progressed. I have only further evolved from the state I was in before. I have only become what I truly wanted then. What I am now to be a reflection of what I may forever be. An identity only known entirely by my own maker and I. An identity I can only explain simply unto you as being "me".
Therein, if all my efforts are to be so simply pointless, then let them be so. For, I have barely a reason to ever say any such over expounded attempts are to assume I have now somehow abused the very fabric of pursuit itself. I have done all but failed. I have done all but fallen. I have only progressed. I have only further evolved from the state I was in before. I have only become what I truly wanted then. What I am now to be a reflection of what I may forever be. An identity only known entirely by my own maker and I. An identity I can only explain simply unto you as being "me".
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June and July
In my life I've seen so many
people telling me which roads to take
Busy are the ones I've left so far behind
Your photo still rests on my window sill
Stubborn and intelligent
Arrogantly naive
I've pushed all this once before
And still I've returned back to here
I've claimed to be different
I've risen to the summit
I've slain all of my dragons, cast out all of my demons
But only the mirror reflects who i am
Was I ever ready for this?
The universe is forever expanding, right?
Will we ever reunite?
Your voice and your touch still shine through these trees
Your words are becoming lost on me
This
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"In my younger days where my thoughts would run these open fields of curiosity, I'd joyfully accept what ever dangers lay before me. Now, as my later days begin to pass and these old bones begin to wither, there is an unknown fear that restricts my fullest of capabilities. But, to the skies do I still keep my focus. But to the skies do I still keep my gaze and my wonders. For, somewhere within the vast spectrum of this endless universe, are the answers for which I seek. And as I open my mouth to speak, such is life that I am hushed away so unexpectedly by these cruel hands of fate. For, life is not a promise of a boastful battle cry, but the
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Got some new rice paper, more pens, and parchment paper today from my uncle!
Therefore, I've got a lot of stuff that I can get done! Yay!!
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So, apparently I've received 5 llama awards. I still don't know what any of these mean on DA, but I am grateful to have received them.
Anyway, I gotta get back to work!
Hope everyone is doing well.
Cheers!
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